Time for Change... and step out of hell

I must be a true BYOTCH...my job is making me this way I swear. Normally I am laid back and very personable. Not that after reading my blogs anyone would believe it, but it is the truth.

I am more than ready to move on. My goal: to move south, find an excellent job and be happy...then I will quit this blog....which I have to say has been quite fun. I guess its better than taking it out on everyone around me tho my honey hears alot of it too, but thats more so for asking opinions and thoughts on the situation.

Today, December 26, 2007 The day after Christmas....of course Judy wasn't in...WHEN IS SHE?? I keep having to do her work...hmmmm, things that make ya go hmmmmm...lol Anyways, my boss was in for 1/2 sec to let me know she was going home. No sweat off my back and its her office, she can do what she wants. But I am so tired of being the only one doing anything around that damn office. I came home late for lunch, brought 1/2 my stuff home from the office and never went back. It was towards the end of the day anyways, but shit....its not fair the one person (ME) busting their ass doesn't get rewarded for it and Judy who does nothing gets no reprecussions for her actions of being late everyday and not coming in at all. I don't care if she wrote it down, screamed it out loud or whatever--she does whatever she wants and I am SICK of it!!!

I have been looking for jobs and actually landed a good paying one, but I felt I had loyality to my boss and I should have laid down the law or left for that other job right then...instead I let it slip away!! I could kick myself everyday, I mean everyday!!! Stupid, stupid...I guess as long as I realize it and learn a lesson (which I did, a huge one).....life goes on.

How Can I Handle One More Day of Hell....

Ok I thought Judy and I were on a good path, on the same team, ya know. But lately.....

I just can't handle doing both of our jobs, being paid for just mine and working more hours and getting screwed on my time. I got shit to do too. Judy brings to my attention shes only missed 6 times in the last 3 weeks--HELLO most places would have fired your ass. I hate when people assume they should have their asses kissed because someone did it all their lives. That is why my kids must go to school everyday (unless verified fever or puke) because it teaches them responsibility and accountability. Judy has neither.

And my boss...she has been treating me like I am stupid. We will see how stupid once I get into law school. What a facist fucking pig. That is why I hate women and have only 1 woman friend (shes my BFF and gets away with more than the usual woman...lol) No really I can handle my BFF, but everyone else can take their PMS and shove it. I don't treat people like that but they also act jeolous or standoff"ish"....I can't help it I am beautiful....get the hell over it. :)

I have to find another job before I kill myself. LOL No I don't think its quite that bad but just so the emphasis on how much I hate it...
I wish I could find somewhere that people won't judge me, be jeolous, envious and just get along and have fun doing the work we were meant to do while on this earth. And maybe this is not it for me, because its not fun most days and mostly painful to my soul. I guess that is why I chose to go to school. I wanted to stay in my field (law) but around here is slim pickins in that dept. so I will have to sacrifice....its time!!! Actually, probably way past time to move on.