Just me..whats new?

Dammit. Here I am sitting at work alone...AGAIN! I am getting alot done, but its the day after xmas and I was the one who asked if we could have the day after off. Shit we get the day after Thanksgiving off, why not xmas to spend with our families. So I have to shuffle my kids off to their dads or whatever, so I can come here...AND NO ONE ELSE SHOWS. This bites, and hardly anyone else in my profession is open or working. So what can I really get done, except in office stuff. Ok done by 10am...now what. And how do I get rewarded....not. Sick of byotching about this stupid job and the stupid people I work with who are always "sick" or have a "headache", shit I am pregnant and had morning sickness and still didn't miss as much work! My boss is the exception, but shes the one insisting she was coming in otherwise what is the point in anyone else being there...and she never does what she says. Nothing new there.

MY BOSS IS A TOTAL HAG!

I SWEAR I JUST WANT TO GO SMOKE SOME CRACK...lol, which I would never do but I swear that is how my boss makes me feel! Every fucking thing is an argument and I am just tired of arguing every point of the day.... I argue enough with my kids and such, shit I work to get away from home and the bustle that goes on there, and I get here and ITS MUCH WORSE.
Everytime I tell my boss something, later it becomes well you told me this or that (something different) and thank god for Judy lately because she is the back up to what is being done and said alot of times, or else I am just arguing for nothing---he said, she said shit.
You know if the economy wasn't so bad I would be so out of here and I am wondering how much more I can take anyways...Its scary. I have been applying to other places, even non-legal which I have done before and hated it, so I hesitate to do it again! Once you are out for even a year or less sometimes, so many things change its hard to get back into the swing of things.
I personally think my boss is going through some personal shit right now, which sucks, but is not my fault. Shit I got my own personal stuff too...kids, ex's, current b/f...I mean everyone has bumps...get on and get over it.

I AM RED HOT ABOUT THE LEGAL SYSTEM!!
My son is in juvie...ok not an ideal situation, he made a stupid decision and will have to pay for that. The thing I am MAD about is I work for an atty....a cheap one at that. I make little or no money and bust my ass everyday. I applied for Court appointed atty, and got DENIED!!! Only because I own a house...a house I bought cheap because it was a foreclosure and now have too much in assets to qualify. I am so concerned about my son that I have to forego paying my mortgage this month just to hire an atty for this and so where will that get me...loss of my only asset that is keeping me from qualifing anyways. What a bullshit system!!!
I am ready to switch careers...I love what I do, but its a bunch of bullshit and so is the city I live in.. I HATE IT HERE!

MY BOSS...Queen BYOTCH!

OMG!!! My boss has been the biggest bitch lately and taking it out on me and Judy in the office. I hate that place, it is HELL on earth!!
Lets see I love getting talked to like I am retarded. I have been doing this for over 10 years and the bitch is about to fuck up and lose both of her employees.....!!! Everthing that happens in the office she is about finding someone to blame. And I have to shuffle around tracing my steps to see where the problem came about....why not just fix the problem and move on. I will tell you I have never had a problem at work that couldn't be fixed and I am not about the blame, we are all human and make mistakes...shit atleast I will admit that. God forbid not her~
I can't take this any longer. Something has to break, and in a minute its going to be me having a breakdown!!! Screw that.

2 days...

ITS BEEN 2 LONGGGGG DAYZ since anyone but myself was in the office..
Its as if I am holding the office together....alittle pat on my own back there, anyways
JUDY had another headache...lately its gotten alittle nutz and my boss is starting to take over the persona...
Other than that life is GOOD...no, its GREAT!!!

Nosey Bosses....

I will tell you what my bosses is soooo PMSing right now and has chewed my ass right and left. I should really have none left to chew! And for no reason at all...
Shes pissed because shes been nosing in my business and I won't give up the fact I am seeing a xspouse of an old client (thats a long story) but the fact of the matter is that its none of her business who is at my house, who I have lunch with or for that matter who I am fucking....its crazy shit. Shes got to try to dish to Judy, who already knows exactly what is going on, but playing dumb so she is not caught up in the middle (that is fine with me).
But since finding all this "dirt" my boss is questioning my time at work, who is calling me and I am not doing anything but her work from 9 to 5, and busting my ass for this cheap ass bitch.
I had a second interview todaya and pray I get this other job for more pay and benefits too. Screw her I will be sooooo GONE!!

Another Day, another Dollar & Headache....

I am seeing RED! Whats new? Nothing, I am still bitching!
Its been along rode from Jan until now and let me count how many days JUDY has missed....11 fucking days.
Now I have missed a few days here and there for headaches (mostly from this freakin job and doing all the work!) But that is crazy! I can't stand it, but I live in such a SHIThole town that there are hardly any decent paying jobs. I am looking hard! Have been and will be til I am the fuck out of here!!
Heres the kicker, in the midst of all these absences by JUDY my boss tells me she is giving me all the cases because JUDY can't be counted on to be there let alone get anything done. I took it as a compliment cuz I can handle it, but all the cases, no raise mentioned, FUCK THAT! I gave most of them back to JUDY, besides she got kinda shitty about me working on her cases...oh well. But no raise, she can deal with her cases, tho when shes not in, ITS BACK TO ME ANYWAYS. I can't win.
Lets take today, JUDY is not in and about all I am getting done is answering the phone... So it does me no good on any cases for her to be off, cuz I can't work on my own then either. I am screwed and hate this fucking job...no I take that back, I love what I do just not here and under these circumstances where JUDY does whatever JUDY fucking wants to.
Have a good fucking day off JUDY.

OMG...legal eagle

OMG, this legal shit is getting crazier and crazier everyday!
People are such shitfaces, they don't understand I CANNOT release docs without the atty reviewing and approving them....hello would they really want to do that considering I am not yet an atty???? HELLO!!!!
And I understand, waiting sucks, but hello I cannot control it and really am just the messenger...but no they raise hell with me. God I hate this job and can't wait to get into law school and get the hell out of this f&**(^ job!
Again, I am the only one here today, but whats new? That is not my issue today (WOW huh?) its the ungrateful clients that I bend over backwards for. And yeah...go ahead everyone tells me, well then don't bend over backwards for anyone...easier said then done, its my personality to try to help all I can.....

Enough is enough....!

Ok I am seeing red...!!!!

As you all know from my byotching Judy was not in yesterday, well she came in last night to "make up" some hours and do payrolll....WHATEVER!!!

This morning I found that 2 docs had been open...for 2 hrs worth of work.....and that there were tons of downloaded songs in my file...HELLO, work my ass!!

Alone...Again...

Boy, surprise, surprise....JUDY couldn't come in again today. Then to top it all off she forgot another Court date on the schedule and guess who went on and on about it to me, my boss. What am I suppose to say....except fire her ass, but ya know what I don't care if she does because I am determined to get the FUCK out of here before it drives me nutz!!!

I just want a job where I am not doing all the work and getting 1/2 the pay! Thats just crazy to expect me to do it all. But here I am.

WATCH OUT FLORIDA....here I come. Good wages, great people and lots of sun. I am so there!