Just me..whats new?

Dammit. Here I am sitting at work alone...AGAIN! I am getting alot done, but its the day after xmas and I was the one who asked if we could have the day after off. Shit we get the day after Thanksgiving off, why not xmas to spend with our families. So I have to shuffle my kids off to their dads or whatever, so I can come here...AND NO ONE ELSE SHOWS. This bites, and hardly anyone else in my profession is open or working. So what can I really get done, except in office stuff. Ok done by 10am...now what. And how do I get rewarded....not. Sick of byotching about this stupid job and the stupid people I work with who are always "sick" or have a "headache", shit I am pregnant and had morning sickness and still didn't miss as much work! My boss is the exception, but shes the one insisting she was coming in otherwise what is the point in anyone else being there...and she never does what she says. Nothing new there.

MY BOSS IS A TOTAL HAG!

I SWEAR I JUST WANT TO GO SMOKE SOME CRACK...lol, which I would never do but I swear that is how my boss makes me feel! Every fucking thing is an argument and I am just tired of arguing every point of the day.... I argue enough with my kids and such, shit I work to get away from home and the bustle that goes on there, and I get here and ITS MUCH WORSE.
Everytime I tell my boss something, later it becomes well you told me this or that (something different) and thank god for Judy lately because she is the back up to what is being done and said alot of times, or else I am just arguing for nothing---he said, she said shit.
You know if the economy wasn't so bad I would be so out of here and I am wondering how much more I can take anyways...Its scary. I have been applying to other places, even non-legal which I have done before and hated it, so I hesitate to do it again! Once you are out for even a year or less sometimes, so many things change its hard to get back into the swing of things.
I personally think my boss is going through some personal shit right now, which sucks, but is not my fault. Shit I got my own personal stuff too...kids, ex's, current b/f...I mean everyone has bumps...get on and get over it.

I AM RED HOT ABOUT THE LEGAL SYSTEM!!
My son is in juvie...ok not an ideal situation, he made a stupid decision and will have to pay for that. The thing I am MAD about is I work for an atty....a cheap one at that. I make little or no money and bust my ass everyday. I applied for Court appointed atty, and got DENIED!!! Only because I own a house...a house I bought cheap because it was a foreclosure and now have too much in assets to qualify. I am so concerned about my son that I have to forego paying my mortgage this month just to hire an atty for this and so where will that get me...loss of my only asset that is keeping me from qualifing anyways. What a bullshit system!!!
I am ready to switch careers...I love what I do, but its a bunch of bullshit and so is the city I live in.. I HATE IT HERE!